hmmmm

Time : 11.03pm

Venue : 7 Pahang St ( Office )

Yup.. I'm still in the office.. Work is not on hand but on mind.. Pondering .. the nite is dark.. dead silence.. doing nothing.. but thinking...

my client once told me - " if you are not good at something.. u better start thinking of what you are good at "

If you made mistake once.. might be ur client's fault.. might be due to inexperience..might be an accident..

If it happens again .. might be u suay.. might me u blurr.. might not be ur fault..

If it happens for the 3rd time.. the problem might be u.. should b u.. DAMM IT.. it's u..

just when i thought this is my passion.. this is my commitment.. this is my happiness.. this is my future and my life..

All out of a sudden.. it hit me so hard.. it might not be such a case.. it ain't a temporary rocky road.. it ain't an accident.. i believe this is the sign..

I could be better off somewhere.. doing something else..

something i can spend more time with my family and love ones..

something i would not get others into trouble..

something which i can ans for myself..

just simply something else..

but there are so many many other pple who are even worst who can stick in the line with their thick skin.. is that thick skin? determination? passion? trying hard?? but there is a limit of trying hard before it become try too hard..

I really hope everything can be better..soon.. soooon..

I feel so sorry.. I feel so bad.. I feel so guilty..

Mr.Smith, what else can I do??



"我就是我行我素　我沒有風度　我只有態度　你說我太酷"