happy day?

Today is my ORD.. am i happy? i guess i am suppose to be.. leaving the battalion is sumthing which hurts.. so much.. i'm gonna like miss so many pple....

a testimonial from my course commander as well as a well love person in the battalion.. someone i will not forget..

A comfortable level of personal popularity helps to keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle his emotions successfully...

MR SMITH has a strong survival instinct. He is protective of those he cares about, and of course himself too. He is often quite reticent about sharing his inner self to the rest of the world, and are often caught up in reminisce.

Congratulation you have ORD le… keep in touch and take care yourself hor…

I guess he realli know me well enuff..protective of those he cares..handle emotions successfully.. and a comfortable lvl of personal popularity..that is so true.. i might not be the most popular.. but i believe my popularity is there..


This is a song i heard today at the pub..went drinking w jacky again.. nothing much happen..

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste is more than i can take

but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

linkin park.. not bad.. old but i like..