Does loud means angry?

have been sometimes since i blog man.. i really miss the VR life.. way a min.. i dun mean james lye VR man.. for those who remember.. but oh well.. who cares..

yes.. i'm at home again.. b4 getting into my topic let me give u guys a small update on what's happening around me.. well at least for those who reads my blog.. comon.. comon.. here we go here we goooo~~

1. most importantly life at camp was nv as free due to the arrival of long waiting equipment.. kinda screw up but well it adds up lots of work for us and from 5th to 12 i'll be overseas at a secret island doing secret ops which i am not allow to tell anyone - duh! like real..

2. i'm so hook to this online game - hero.netgame.com.. heros online is the game.. ign HuaMeiMei - very gay i know.. lvl 39 now.. so most of the time when i am online i just play game.. that's all

3. i have a package for hemish and yet to sent due to money problem.. eeee.. it have been so long since i last visit katoots and hobbyhype to talk cock.. i think many pple are runnning after me for some stuff i some kinda lost it.. i dunno what too..

4. pitstop.blogspot.com !! yeah.. they have given me a special membership card and i cant wait to visit them once again!!

5. for those who ate jack n jill chips during world cup shld know they give out the mini jersey thing and i have finally got the last piece!!! 30/30.. thx to ce yao for that!!

6. spending some good times on my psp man!!! i've got a very good emulator which run sega n nintendo game.. i feel back in time and happy!!!

7. yes.. putting on weight is not an option.. it is already a fact.. my tummy is like 3 times as big as what it was during bmt.. fug!!! i hate it..

8. i'm gonna take EPT for entrance to NIE this coming 16th of the month.. so excited abt it man.. i dunno if i can make it but i do hope i can

9. pple around me all gonna ord and working.. congras Mr.Ma on getting a gd job and hope it all works well for him

10. From Nov i might be stay out too.. cause my guys going wallaby and i'm not.. nothing to do.. duno yet.. might nia..

11. i'm gonna ord very soon too!!! WTF!!! scary.. dunno wat to do...

eh.. shit.. talk so much liaoz not yet into my main topic.. yes.. some screw up happen at camp and i was loud and kinda lost it in office and pple comment that silly crazy old man smith is angry cause he shouted? nahz.. smith angry == !talk.. smith loud means i wanna get my fucking msg across those sturbborn pple.. and i know i shouldnt have did it.. but.. oh man.. done it.. how? admit my mistake lah!! DUH!!!

i guess many pple have many work entics.. and i'm sure everyone have or at least shld have by now a set of rules of life.. rules of work and rules of friends.. u cant be doing things without a self standard and just go by day by day.. many will say why set rules.. rules are set by human.. must be flexible and so on... yes.. i say u must have rules and i didnt point out that u cant change them at times rite? u see this.. this is part of flexibility and knowing ur rules and laying ur cards well.. if u dun even have rules to begin with.. how are u gonna change?? go think abt it.. i do have lots of point abt these stuff which i dun mean it is suppost to be 100% rite or wrong.. but it is still my point of view from wat i have learn in my life thus far.. i do welcome comments and better debut.. i believe debutting makes me learn more.. !!!



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