I am a sociopath, are you?

I always believe that I am a little different from the rest of my peers at a very young age and when I say different I mean weird. The use of "a little" is simply an under statement as well.

I mean I was born in the 80s and back then we only have such thing as the "naughty" kids, the "good" kids and maybe the stupid kids. We have no clue what are special needs suppose to mean. Like now we have things such as ADHD, ADD, OCD and god knows what other Ds along with a long list of phobias.

Besides being a self proclaim ADHD (I've very very low attention span), undiagnosed claustrophobic and Ornithophobia I am apparently also a sociopath.

By definition: (dictionary dot com)

noun Psychiatry.

a person with a psychopathic personality whose behavior is antisocial, often criminal, 

and who lacks asense of moral responsibility or social conscience.

I mean you guys will be like, "bitch please, you antisocial?" I like to emphasize on the fact that in this context of antisocial doesn't means being unfriendly or have little friends but the point that things we do are against social norm, thus antisocial. 

To be honest, I've never heard of this term (just like any other list of special needs) until the show Sherlock Holmes. 

Well, I'm not saying I am brilliant or smart like him but if you think this is what I am saying, I will say thank you for that. Anyway, my point is what is a sociopath and why do I think I am one? I did a little bit of research and anything on wiki must be right. So here is the article which I thought was pretty cool.

It's pretty interesting and I will use that guide lines on myself.

1. Lack of shame. Most sociopaths can commit vile actions and not feel the least bit of remorse. Such actions may include physical abuse or public humiliation of others. If the person is a true sociopath, then he or she will feel no remorse about hurting others, lying, manipulating people, or just generally acting in an unacceptable way. 

I am an online troll and I am an social media addict. I laugh at other's behaviour online and I put my life on the internet for others to see and read. I guys that makes up shameless and humilating others. 

2. Constantly lying. Sociopaths are perfectly comfortable going through their lives telling a series of lies. In fact, true sociopaths are uncomfortable when they are telling the truth. If they are finally caught in a lie, then they will continue to lie and backpedal to cover up the lies. If they are really on the verge of being caught in a major, major lie, though, they may then wildly confess everything in order to maintain your loyalty.

No, I do not lie. Okay fine, I do. Maybe only sometimes. or maybe a little more. 

3. Stay eerily calm in spite of circumstances. A sociopath can experience a highly emotional event without displaying the least bit of emotion, at least on the surface (silent scorn). They often respond to "good news" with cold blank stares. Sociopaths don't register events the same way as non-sociopaths and may barely react in dangerous or scary situations.

I always thought my ability to keep calm was just being I could. Apparently not. 

4. Extremely charming -- at first. Sociopaths are great at charming people, because they know how to get what they want. Charming people know how to make people feel special, to ask people the right questions about themselves, and to generally be perceived as fun, likable, and interesting. Truly charming people possess the ability to charm almost anyone, from little kids to old ladies. If the person is incredibly charming at first glance, while his or her later behavior scares or confuses you, then you may have a sociopath on your hands.

I don't want to be shameless (actually I want to, actually i know I am) to admit this but some people call me Auntie Killer, good with children and I have 890602123512 ladies numbers on my phone. Okay, guilty as charge. 

5. Exceptionally intelligent. Some of the famous sociopaths possess a strong mental acumen and can perform well in academics/skill without cracking a book. If they apply themselves they obtain perfect grades. However, sociopaths use their intelligence in order to manipulate and hurt people, instead of to help them. Their extreme intelligence is part of what makes them so dangerous, because they will often be several steps ahead of people who are on to them and are able to cover their tracks.

Am I? I just let this slide and I'm still 4/5.

6. Person is manipulative. Sociopaths understand human weakness and exploit it maximally. Once determined, they can manipulate individuals to do just about anything. Sociopaths prey on weak people and often stay away from equally strong people; they look for people who are sad, insecure, or looking for a meaning in life because they know that these people are soft targets. Check to see if the person is great at getting other people to do what he or she wants.

I am no Jedi but I do pull some tricks to get things my way some times. 

7. Violent behavior. As children some sociopaths torture defenseless animals such as frogs, kittens, or puppies, or even defenseless people. (This behavior can surface in adulthood, but then damage is delivered via mental and emotional abuse.) The person may also be violent toward other people or may get enraged and punch walls, throw objects on the floor, or demonstrate other angry behavior.

This is not true. I've never really gotten myself into any fight before! Although I do love WWE, MMA, Street Fighter, Tekken, King of Fighter or any other video games that allows me to kill people using my bare fist. 

8. Huge ego. Sociopaths often have delusions of grandeur and think they are the greatest people in the world. They will be completely unresponsive to criticism and have an extremely inflated sense of self. They will also have a huge sense of entitlement, thinking that they deserve to have amazing things to happen to them, even after little effort.

I am not even going to explain this one.

9. Uninterrupted eye contact. Sociopaths are known for giving intense uninterrupted eye contact. The person stares because he or she is completely comfortable staring at people to make them uncomfortable. Staring at others intently is a way to further his or her own means. In her memoir, Confessions of a Sociopath, M. E. Thomas talks about her frequent tactic of giving people long, uninterrupted stares to get what she wants.

I get away with this rather easily. You can't really see my eyes.

10. Face reading. Face tells a lot about personality. Every feature in the face has some story to tell. If one is careful about face readings then its easy to distinguish between a normal person and sociopath. Eyes are a good way to know mental state of a person.

I can't emphasize on this enough but I DO get away with this rather easily. You can't really see my eyes.

11. Few real friends. Though not everyone gets lucky in the friends lottery, your guard should go up if the person has virtually no real friends. He or she may have lackeys, people who hang around him just to get bossed around, or people who hover around him to try to mooch off of him, but try to see if the person has any meaningful connections with people. 

B, "Ted is my best friend!" M, "Actually I am Ted's best friend" T, "My best friend is Marshall"

12. Isolate you. Sociopaths like to meet people and to move fast and come in close. This is so you don't have a chance to pull back or change your mind. You may find that, after just a few weeks, the sociopath is acting very intensely around you, if you're romantically involved. He or she may even make you feel like you're soul mates because he or she is so good at reading people that he or she can say exactly what you want to hear. 

Many individual has pointed out that I am a good listener and I do know a lot of secrets. Oh gawd, WHO AM I.

13.Immature. Sociopaths do not learn from their mistakes and repeat the same ones again and again. Therefore, they do not grow or develop as much as other people do. Look for immature behavior that may be hidden underneath the person's veneer of charisma and charm. 

I don't think I am immature as in making the same mistake again and again but I don't think I can call myself mature. I collect toys.. And I do play them. 

Full Article: How to spot a sociopath

So even if I give myself some discount here and there, I can still easily score 9-10/13. So I guess I AM a sociopath and I think I'm actually kinda proud of it considering I actually did this post.

Hi, I'm a sociopath, are you?