What's wrong brother??

Yay what's wrong?? - hate it -

Back from my off days and spent good times running around and truely tired.. lack of slp lack of water lack of home time and my mother could almost killed me..

- Saturday - went down to the beach.. actualli my cousin pris was suppose to come along.. but she fall sick.. so no go.. dear was suppose to come along too.. but last min got a event job at boat asia 2006 @ sentosa cove.. so no go.. so left me n jacky and we didnt bother to ask v goh down.. cause also nothing much can be done.. and so i was at the beach for a mission.. helping pris to sell off her crystal slippers.. doing so much for her at 0 price.. volunteer..i'll say it's a good learning experience.. see girls sitting around e beach alone.. couple.. in 3s and so on..walk up to them and ask simple question..some are real nice while we have nasty bunch u see.. pple giving comments like ur stuff looks cheap..i onli buy ex item.. they realli like some sarongparty girls kinda char bor.. and i realize one thing.. their's a rascist in everyone.. why?? imagine this - 2 hot babe playing volley ball on e beach and comes two indian hunk asking to join e game.. they will reject.. 2 SG man come ? they might or might no.. 2 english man? - not rich but looks normal for them and the girls will jump into their arms.. what's w them?? i'm not saying all of them but well most of them i'll say.. - but i'm sure our miss singapore will not cause all of them say "Singapore man are actualli very cute" ( like real i believe all of them.. doh...moreover they r the BEAUTY ) den nothing much spent some time at nite slacking around loh..

den at nite meet my darling - lydia and my gay darling - ryan.. went to lydia's place for a foursome and prata b4 that.. saw sze yan, lester n chunthing.. had fun talking cock w them.. oh yah.. y 4some?? still got lydia's dog.. spent the nite talking abt our trouble and playing w her dog.. e feeling is good talking to old friends like them.. no worries.. no boundries.. just speak ur heart out..

- sunday - went down sentosa alone for boat asia.. try to get pple from all corners but no one is free to go down w me.. saw the bikini contest thing and sherry is hot!! feliza too!! and GINA!! and aiyo.. got some very shag also.. den after i spent time alone on the beach slacking to wait for dear to knock off from work den we go dinner and relac..

- monday - watch ICE AGE 2.. damm slow rite?? and do some shopping w dear dear also lor..

and also went down to look at pris job.. since i got her the job mahz..den saw her two friends.. pretty i will say.. rich i agree.. attitude?? no comment.. i'll just say just another 2 rich ger and u guys shld get it.. out of my good will i got them job.. i got them down and settle them worrying that they will get into trouble.. and to my surprise i saw christine there working w them and so i thot cool.. at least she is there to take care of the gers since wendy is not around.. den i saw the boss and none other it was ross.. one of the mc i know back then at changi "win wat cheebye" oh well all well end well- i thot.. sat down had a drink w ross and taking cock..he sure have much stories to share..interesting guy..

den i met adrian and got him a psp at quite a cheap price.. and disturb e ger until blur.. kip ji siao her and ask her for cheap cheap price and she just kip asking us to buy GTA.. :lol: at 1st when just know her thot she quite dao.. but now she's kinda fun also.. well all girls are fun as long as they act like a girl :p

- tuesday - went beach w dear again.. swim... volley ball.. n tanning.. sure good nite for a couple but surprise lots of couples around on a weekday morning..den went home took rest b4 booking in..

so what's wrong?? nothing seems wrong?? but just lots of thots up in my head

went to this MLM thing which i hate but for e 1st time i dont reject the idea.. cause it's realli a good product they are selling.. magnet bed.. and they have market out in other country n so on.. it sounds realli good but i have no money to join.. so jacky suggested that he give me e money.. i'll do for him.. and yeah at 1st i dont mind.. but 1st have to ask e expert rite?? so i consulted lydia our MLM queen... she set the record of 10k USD a month for sales and can i dun believe her?? so she told me much abt it.. i have this concept that once u get 7 customer max out and u will just seat n wait.. but lydia explain much more to me and actualli confused me.. so i know that mlm aint that easy..and if u stop u'll onli get 200-300 per month more..which means u actualli have to kip working until u've got no life like how lydia was.. and so it aint that easy.. i know we have to try to learn but this aint the line i wanna learn now.. not now..

after talking to adrian abt games n money.. he ask me to help him in business too.. he think i can talk and do well in business.. he offer me a job in selling games.. be our own boss.. he'll fork out money do less and i fork less do more.. cause he knows i have lobang, knowledge and of cause sales experience.. but i cant agree to him too..cause i dun think this is a good way to start working.. not as easy as thot..needs lots of research..

thinking abt business reminds me of bro aldrick who was e 1st person to ask me to help him w his company.. events + online sales thingy.. much was plan but nothing happen yet due to each other's work commiment.. we'll have to get a day down to settle stuff i think..

so who am i?? what's wrong brother?? in me i know i cant do that much u know.. but why pple just think i'm that good?? yes i know i'm like a cockroach.. i can do any job. i've proven that since sec 4.. doing all kinda of funny jobs which my friend n relative got so impress w..but i'm just doing my best.. i aint a talent or something.. it is sumthing good or sumthing bad?? i can get pple trust in me at times and pple just ask me work for them?? or better still pple giving comments like "u'll be someone someday" - pple like my teacher ms low , the guy who deliver good at taka - ah loh, the guy who sell jewellry and sorry i cant remember ur name.. with these comments n trust pple give me.. i feel stress... =.= am i realli that good??

i givin pple trust and help pple get job.. and pple just think that i'm actualli making use of them?? making them working their ass off is the comment they get.. they didnt say a thnks for me getting them a job.. they didnt offer any meals on them to me.. and now they found out that their pay is lower den others and 1st assumption is that I TOOK THEIR MONEY!!! WTF!! let me tell u pple this.. this is how the world works.. even if u dun like it.. no one talks n give comment that rude manner.. and moreover.. i didnt even take ur pay.. wat i took was told to me that it is my pay..if i want i could have gave u bitches lower for not having experience..these girls are so inexperience in e way they talk.. so tactless.. just because they are rich?? bleah =.= i did all e email free?? all e phonecalls??all the coordinating?? it realli piss u off when u do thing out of ur good will and pple just suspect u for sumthing otherwise u know?? it hurts.. it's not abt the money.. i dun care abt that 70 over dollar.. i'm a poor man..with or without e 70 dun make me any damage.. i rather bet e 70 dollar for my intergrity and my name.. i'm Smith and this is e way i work.. i dun backstab.. i dun cheat.. i do things for passion not money and i fuck whoeva i'm not happy with.. bite this or get lost..

remember e last article on how i hate Rich Man Son?? guess what?? Rich Man Daughter aint anything better.. just another bimbo on the out run.. =.= zzzz


FUCK YOU!!! RICH ASSESS OUT THERE!!! FUCK YOU!!!











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