Everyone in this world just keep in mind how much they have done for others.. how much nonsense they have gone throug.. how much effort they have put in.. but have they ever thot of how much and wat other did as well?? i am one of the many i guess.. i am the bastard.. i do this do that out of the point of view of "for everyone" consideration and so on.. once i see pple making mistake.. not being nice.. selfish.. i totally get piss and disgutsted... i just think that what i have done for others is wasted.. they shld not do back wat i do.. i dun expect some thank you or even gift.. all i wan is that they learn and be like me??
like me?? who do i think i am? is it just me? am i realli that good that pple shld learn from me? who do i think i am once again? i kip thinking that wat i do is rite? have i ever thot wat if others are rite? maybe i'm actualli the onli one who is wrong all along? i always try to do things my way and being too aggressive and all my "help" to others are actualli just disturbing their normal life?
am i a control freak? forcing everyone in my life doing things they nv actualli like? they just do it so they can shut my mouth?which is why no one did what i do to them?
what is rite what is wrong? is it just black or white or is there grey? what is correct support and what is spoiling somebody? who sets the rule and who have to play by the rule?
humans at many atimes in fact all the time being restricted by their own rules and forget their true goal of life.. what's yours? mine is to be happy.. and my love ones to be happy.. but while trying to reach that goal.. at many times we tend to do things which we think can make others happy.. but end up neither are happy.. so what shld we do? is the opposite of happy always sad? not true.. it can be not so happy? quite sad? just feeling alrite? can be better?
when u notice someone is unhappy.. shld u stop? but when u stop u are unhappy.. so what's now??
this is life.. lan lan suck thumb...
go thailand hide.. and hope to come back alife.. if can.. cannot den too bad...
wakes me up.. when september ends~
"love is not finding someone u can live with..it is finding someone u cant live without"
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1 comments:
I feel no matter what you do, how you feel, whats most important is no matter how bad things may be...you know...Meaning You really know, that there are still people, be it your family, your friends, your haoyun, who will still support you no matter what, whatever or however the decision is make.
I remember i heard one saying before, one day when you leave this world, you have 3 true friends who will come to attend your wake, you are a VERY BLESS.
Start counting your blessings, You are not God, you cannot please everyone u desire. Just do what smith will do..as long as conscience clear, you happy, family happy, haoyun happy can liao..cos these 3 are your main priorities.
You are a very bless man i would say. Just come back to be that happy smith. You will see more positive things that will be happening...
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