Awwww.. so busy.. i hate to blog in camp on my own blog.. cause i have a friend eugene.. who blog.. and whole world reads his blog.. the only blog i will blog is the vege blog where we have fun and nothing to hide.. not trying to say that i am hiding sumthing.. but letting campmate reading my blog feels weird.. but well.. blog i meant for reading anyway..
ah~~.. realli busy over the weekend..doing somestuff for my friend for the weekend and just burn off like that..even in camp.. i am doing so much in camp recently comparing to what i have been doing for the pass 6-7months.. i feel weird.. why?? the things is that wat i do in office is no what normal soldiers do..
do soldier decorate for new year??
doing skit for show??
thinking of cheer?
decorating enlistee mess??
Mc-ing events?
maybe they do.. but i'm rather postitive that not the ONLY thing they do rite??
and when things are not done in the company.. they blame u.. and hello~ in the 1st place it was even delicated to me.. no one pick it up no one say they can do it.. and for all u know all the stuff in the office that consist of weird ideas was by me.. wat lj wits..skit..do this do that.. still not enuff meh??
den pple in camp getting more n more selfish.. which i am trying soooo hard to make myself one of them..result not bad.. recenlty afew times also manage to skip work.. bo bian..enviroment forces one to change.. if u dun? u will be the loser.. and yes.. i dun wanna be a loser.. i dun mind pple say that i am bad,evil or even a fark up worker.. like wat jacky say.. i dun care wat pple say.. i just i wanna lost anymore..
well enuff of that.. thinking abt the weekend.. i finally got a new phone.. but yet did i have a chance to touch it.. cause it is a camera phone.. so i cant bring in camp and during the weekend i know these new girls when helping out.. lynnette.. is carrie's friend.. very fun and nice lady and jia yu is like a little girl but the fact is that she is already 20.. both are nice lady and of cause not to forget the long time no see wendy.. as crazy as ever but realli fun doing things together.. easy to work w lady..
being so busy realli miss my dear.. think i realli no time for her like that.. realli very sorry.. but moreover i might be going overseas for a good 1mth during march.. not yet confirm but chances are rather high.. on one hand i'm so keen to go..cause i already miss the auz chance and i dun wanna miss it again.. but on the other hand dear dear looks so poorthing and i realli dun wan her to be lonely.. she have little friends.. she have least iniatives..she is not indepedent at all.. even simplies thing which anyone can do with her like shopping she just like me to be with her.. i love it too.. but still i cant be with her all the times..so sorry..
what to do?? my body is stuck in camp.. and since i'm alreayd here as well just put in my soul too rite?? haiz.. i wish i can have a good long break man...
everytime i blog.. it seems to me that i miss out sum things to say..den when i remember.. i'm too lazy to reblog.. fcuk.. let it be..
CNY quick quick CUM!! CUM!!!! cant wait.. cant wait...
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