Depression...

Life is damm shag over at work place recently.. they throw me all the nonsense stuff to do until they cannot find enuff of me covering the same thing at same place same time..sianz..
no more nap time and i feel damm shag.. i'm so shag that i cant slp at nite.. my eyes open and i will count my eye lash.. =.=

my life feel so weird.. i'm so confuse looking at dear.. wat happen btw dear and cheerene was rather sad.. i dun understand why liping do this.. it is realli harsh even if it is true.. and even if it is true.. how true is the part onli she is maintaining it?? i guess she didnt see wat happen on yun side?? she cried.. and cried too.. but is that what she want??from the day we know yun.. we all know yun is a passive person.. i know. yes.. that cannot be an excuse.. too many things to explain.. maybe i'll talk to her one day??

listening to dear crying is reall sad.. and i cant do anything.. and wat's more.. my pay is not here..

i have so many thing in my mind which i dun realli get it not understand.. i'm confuse.. i wish i can have a break.. but well.. more job coming my way.. and M1 job too.. i can earn a great $600 for this event which i love too.. but that means i will have less time with dear which i hate.. haiz..

and i have so much less i net time which i dun even feel like posting..hee.. but when i did it today cause i'm realli going to bust off liao lor.. damm piss n confuse.. didnt even wanna post in KATOOTS... yawnz..

anyway.. signing off.. gonna do things liaoz..sianz...


"love is not finding someone u can live with..it is finding someone u cant live without"