Not very busy week in camp..so blogging in camp.. =P
Stay in everyweek.. so i only get 2 days out in the "real world"
So little time.. so many things to do.. as of cause to relax as well.. some pple have a grp of friends who they always hang out with.. some have maybe one.. some have alot.. as for me.. i do have alot of friends if pple ask me.. but how to i spent time with so many pple when they aint from the one same grp??
this is one thing which make me feel sad.. b4 i go on.. i hope anyone reading this dun get offended..
i have my sec sch old buddy.. like david, willis, rondy, edison.. we use to hang out.. but now seldom.. ever since everyone has their new life since poly and now worst.. NS..
i have my poly grp which is like keong.. faith sianrong so on.. as well as aldrick.. and long away cheerene..
my ns friend who too i miss.. from BMT.. from SI.. i have NEVER go out w them b4 AT ALL.. no time.. no time.. so many friends but no true friend...
and more gd buddy jacky.. my dear sillyrene.. and how do i divide my time to them?? I have to ask them out to know they are not forgotten..many might be sensitive.. once u nv ask them out they will think that are they out of the grp.. are they the one in fault cause being too passive btw friends?? are is there a wall btw us cause lack of communication??
but why all this question?? friends are forever.. even if we dun meet we still are friends rite?? u can ask me out i can ask u out and so on.. says who it have to be always the same person who keep asking pple out?? and what piss me off?? if u dun ask pple out.. they go blog all this "question" to themselves.. if u ask them out.. they will give black face or rather seem unhappy to go to the place w u but so call just go cause u are my friend..
if u r just giving a person face n accommodate to go.. i rather u dun go.. u aint happy.. ur friend see liaoz lagi worst.. at this point of time i guess u are confuse reading.. no doubt.. me too confuse typing.. a mix feeling.. defintly i wish to be contact w all my friends like during sch days.. talking cock.. watching tv at ur hse slacking.. but as life goes on.. do we still have so much time to slack?? can we afford to waste so much time??
i myself dun have the ans.. i believe as long as one is happy.. it is fine.. just accommodate and u mean it.. not like those black face force to join in thing and after that pple dun ask u out and u end up si bei sad.. i feel sad too.. and when we dun talk.. it doesnt means i have nothing to say to u.. think.. it might be u not giving me time or chance.. asking u out got reject or leaving early things likes that..
friendship realli aint easy to maintain i see.. i am so sick n tired..
i have no idea what i am typing realli.. just thots and i just keep typing like non stop.. i dunno how fast but i know it is fast.. pple beside me is already staring at me typing non stop n not even looking at my own screen.. so if u dun get it .. nvm.. spelling mistake.. just ignore it.. i just wanna voice out my opion.. thats all..
"People will nv b happy so long as their greed exceeds their needs and they dun comprehend the meaning of
the word enuff"
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