Feeling Fat

Feeling fat now.. it has been 3 weeks since my last run.. got this knee injured which i realli hate it.. no running == fat.. i dun wanna be fat anymore.. shit..

feeling poor.. allowance nv seems to be enuff.. pre-buy one beyond ticket for concert coming oct which i am realli excited.. but that means $150 from next pay gone.. damm irritated by money issue.. everymonth spending around 100 on transport and everyweek book out just seems to be spending money endlessly.. or endlessly spending.. anyway.. it just sux.. and leave aside my stikfas buying plan.. dun seems to work.. and my driving lesson coming my way IF i pass my advance theory this 5th sep..

feeling stupid.. going to book in soon.. and i dunno what to do out here.. and i just wasted one off day that day for nothing.. no one accompany me no nothing.. stayed home one day .. in camp kbkp wanna book out.. book out liaoz also dunno do wat.. ironic.. cause days just aint like b4 when i can meet ryan willis david and slack.. meet jacky sianzrong to sing ktv meet aldrick mdm koh to plan event meeting anyone else doing diff things.. it is just all diff.. and of cause meeting my dear dear everyday doing ntohing just feel good as well..

time limitation is one fuck up feeling.. makes pple feel easily aggitated and angry n argue over small things..bleahz.. no comment over that..

wanna play my playstation but it is feeling bored.. giving me attitude.. spending so much on it still like that..

money nv seems to be correctly spend.. fuck man.. i hate the feeling of broke.. but i'm just so broke.. left with so little money until the 10th for my next pay..

450 - 150 = 300 after minus concert ticket

300 - 100 = 200 after minus monthly transportation

200 - 50 = 150 after minus monthly phone bill

150 =.=" wat can i do?? 31 days which means each day i get $4 ++

and i am not suppose to spend a cent?? zzzzz food.. friends... food... friends.. sianz la!!!

at this point of time i duno wat i am typing.. sianz.. sianz sianz.. fuck.. sign off..

bye bye

"People will nv b happy so long as their greed exceeds their needs and they dun comprehend the meaning of
the word enuff"