Chapter 1 : What I Didn't Know

Basically, this is how everyone life started, in fact we dont know how we started..All the way from being just a black little "tadpole" to meeting the "Holy Entrance" and Exiting it in another form all the way until a age of 4? 5? i have no idea abt you guys, but for me the only thing which realli comes close to clear in my memory was since i was in Kindgergarden 1 at the age of 5.So what about life b4 that?? Is there nothing worth remembering? Nothing worth to be talk about? I guess not..And for wat will be written down here, are dramas which shouldnt be miss again..

All these chain of "unfortunate" event start rite on 3rd of July 1984. The very 1st moment my "factory" saw me, she thot to herself ," wat a dark baby..AGAIN" Well my brother is a dark fella and i guess my mother was way too exhausted to notice that i am actually a white little chick.Even all the way till b4 my NS...

Chaos Theory: If not for my brother...There might not be Smithy here writing bloggy.
After the "good" news of me arriving my brother came to visit us, and he wanted to look at his little brother.. And guess wat was the good news?? eh? I aint at the nursery and neither am i w my mother.. soo.. WHERE THE FUCK AM I!!!!Imagine if not cause my brother wanted to see me i might just have got kidnap by someone else.. They then found me at the lobby.. no one know what happen in between then.. maybe someone have jab me with some chemicals which make me so outstanding today??I might turn green if i am angry.. u nv know.. no one will in fact..

Imagine my brother went to play a soccer match the day b4 and got himself injure which make him unable to visit me on that day.. and no one will know i am gone until i am realli gone..and because of the soccer game.. the world will be lack of a me today and a me tomorrow..and wat if the me 2molow is a political icon which stop WWIII?? The Chaos theory den says this : " Cause of one soccer game.. WWIII ended human civiliazation" cool eh?

The Drama dun just end here, i seem to be pack with full of surprises for pple around me, all the way from then till my "mai yue" I dun realli react to sound.. neither do i react to anything else.. all i do is slp my way..my family was realli worry then i am mute and deaf.. but for now.. i guess they reali hope i am mute and deaf.. =)

Life goes on normal for little Smith( I guess) Eat, Slp, Tv and so on...Only thing which many kids got and i didnt realli have it was all those play ground experience. My mum didnt like to go hang around w all the others..Scare i might hurt myself..My mum is rather protective towards us i guess, but i have no complaint, in fact i have to thank my mother from upbringing me to who i am today. I know i aint somebodyyet , i aint very good but i am glad that i didnt get spoilt and become some spoilt bastard and neither did my mother throw to be alone without the love at home. I am thankful for all the love and time my family gave me.

Remember this, at many a times, we felt so small.. so useless.. so helpless.. why cant we be like so and so being a main man where everybody loves him and so call the main character of the story.. but folks.. not to forget..each of our life is a movie..(maybe a long running drama)..each and everyone of us IS the main character of our own life.. dun feel slack.. dun feel sad.. be who u wanna be.. do wat u wanna do..We only live once.. so do it once.. do it good..


"People will nv b happy so long as their greed exceeds their needs and they dun comprehend the meaning of
the word enuff"